sorry for being gay
it was 9:14 p.m. i have recently told my own mother that i was gay. my mother doesn't like gays at all , she considers them as a "species of sorts" and cowicedensly her own daughter was gay. unfortunately for her i'm never going to change for someone... even for my own mom. yes, she is my mom but she has been so angry, that she has started hitting me for the most smallest things. honestly, i just want to get out of this hell-hole and leave forever.
it has gotten so bad that i just feel like dying (but obviously i wont take my own life) but... it is has been in consideration for a pretty long time. sometimes she just cries out of nowhere. i feel bad sometimes because her worst fear was that her daughter was gay, but sorry to say but i am.
i already told my godmother and she fully supports me. i am thankful that she supports me because if she didn't then i would have honestly died (not literally). but, i would have been a mess.
currently at 9:27 my mother is crying in her bed, and still for the same reason. it saddens me to make my mother cry but at the same time no at all. she just hit me like 10 minutes ago. so, at the same time ..
got to go sorry :(
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